Ghamzada

9-Jan-2025

I am feeling very heavy and disturbed as I write this. Hopefully, someday I will look back to this poem after winning over this hurdle of life.

Aasuon ke boj se meri saansien doobi hui hain

Par pata nahi phir bhi main ro kyon nahi pa raha

Aane waala kal andheron mein ghira nazar aaraha hai

Itna bebas hoon ke kuch nahi kar pa raha hoon

Kisi ke gale lag ke bas toot jaana chahta hoon

Koi jhuta dilasa hi dede ke sab theek hojayega

Ab tau hasne se bhi darta hoon ke kahin ro na du

Zehen main kal ki fikron ne apna ghar banalia hai

Koi raasta bhi tau nazar nahi aaraha hai

Haar maan ke beth jaane ka dil kar raha hai

Sharam se jhuk ke nazar chura raha hoon

Apne kiye hue waadon aur bare bare daavon se

Neend tau meri puri hoti nahi hai

Tau khwaab pure karne ki kya hi umeed rakhun