04:11 Sun Aug 30, 2026 My gaming console is not connecting to the WiFi so in the meantime I thought of writing my thoughts. It has been a really long time since I last wrote. I don't remember how long but it feels too long. Anyway, I feel that people don't connect with me on a personal level where they share their secrets or open up. I guess it's due to my introvert nature, I don't talk much, maybe that's why that strong connection is never made. Sometimes I do feel sad think

24 May 2026. 04:07 Assalamualaikum, I'm back in Pakistan for bakra eid again. Like last year, while everyone else is busy with their gaaien and bakras, I'm here walking on my chhat alone. I like these late night walks, they're peaceful and silent. The weather gets pleasant with the wind blowing softly. Whenever I visit Pakistan I get this strange hope that this time I will finally find someone. Even I'm not sure who I want. Hopefully these late night walks will inspire me to

21 Feb, 2026 01:15 Bangkok, Thailand Assalamualaikum, wishing you all a very blessed and peaceful Ramadan. Please strive to perform as many good deeds as possible because it's only for a month. We live according to our own rules and regulations for 335 days, I think it's only fair that we live according to Islam for 30 days. Having said that, we should live according to Islam all year long. Islam is not just a religion, it's a way of life. Set a goal to read the Holy Quran wi

01 Jan, 2026 04:53 Happy new year to all of you reading. May all your prayers get answered this year InshaAllah. May this year be filled with blessings and joys for all of us. Aameen.

17 December, 2025. 05:22 I've forgotten what my ringtone is Because lately I've not been getting any calls Plenty of storage left on my phone No memorable moments to take pictures of I don't care If the night is starry I don't have anyone to walk with under it I wonder why winters feel too cold nowadays Maybe climate change or probably just the lack of someone's warmth These end-of-the-year sales don't excite me No one to dress for or show my shopping to Why are there so many

02:23 25 Nov, 2025. Assalamualaikum, I hope you are all doing well InshaAllah. Last night I was watching one of Israr Ahmed's lectures on the topic of taqdeer or qadar, and I came across a very thought-provoking hadith. "A strong believer is better and is more lovable to Allah than a weak believer, and there is good in everyone, (but) cherish that which gives you benefit (in the Hereafter) and seek help from Allah and do not lose heart, and if anything (in the form of trouble

23-Oct-2025 04:17 AM Today I watched a Thai movie, My Girl (2003), and after it ended I turned off the TV and started crying. I don't know why I cried, maybe it was because of my loneliness or maybe I had not cried in a long time. The movie revolves around childhood love. If you haven't watched it, give it a go. I will probably regret posting this random short blog in the morning, but I don't think anybody's still reading these. Stay happy, Bye.

15 Sept, Monday 05:58, 2025 Love is not everything or is it? In the end, I want it to be a love story. As I grow older, life's blunt...

27 July, 2025. I never thought I would be able to achieve it, but Alhumdulillah, I have done it. It's been three weeks now since I stopped listening to songs or music intentionally. It was always in the back of my mind that I am not absolutely sure whether listening to songs is allowed in Islam. I never bothered to look into it because I think I was afraid that after my research I would have to step away from music. It had become an integral part of my daily routine: going to

07 June, 2025 Assalamualaikum! Eid Mubarak to all the people I am in touch with and to those as well with whom I have lost

01-June-2025 It's 08:25 and I'm finally lying down after a satisfying trip to the mandi. We landed in Karachi a couple of days ago to...

20-May-2025 I don't even remember the date of my last post, and I am too lazy to check right now, but I know that it has been some time...

17-March-25 As the title says, a belated Ramadan Mubarak to everyone. I am in no position to preach or guide anyone as I am also a sinful...

20 February, 2025 This is the second installment in the series of scripts. I wrote this on 23 January, 2024. The first part depicted her...

19-Feb-2025 I wrote this on 21 January, 2024. It's not a poem, but a script. I wanted to showcase how love can exist without over the top...

10-Feb-2025 Yeh raat jab dhali tau phir uski yaad liyai Yeh thandi hawa jab chali tau uski baat liyai Meri tanhai mujhe kosti hai har...