I never got to be with her

27-Oct-2019

I don't remember now who I had in mind while writing this poem. It's showing my regret that I never got to spend time with her.

I never got to hold her hands

I never got to look into her eyes

I never got to stroll with her at nights

I never got to eat with her

I never got to share my secrets with her

I never got to listen to her secrets

I never got to watch a movie with her

I never got to hangout with her

I never got to truly embrace her

I never got to touch her hair

I never got to sit with her in silence

I never got to confess to her

I never got her to open up to me

I never got to bid her a goodbye

All I got was her reticence and distrust for myself

But, others got to experience all the things I wanted to experience with her

I envy them the most because I am the one who wished for her, not them

Now I am left to wish that maybe someday she'd wish for me too

I miss her man