Reminiscing

26-Jan-2019

I wrote this while I was still getting over her and I used to remember the things I did for her. The crux of this writing is to not regret over your actions and efforts you made for a certain someone. You did them out of the attraction you had for them at that time. There's no point in blaming yourself now.

It did not end well. That's word on the street anyway. But during that period, I was just really content. Now I wouldn't say that I associated my happiness only with her, it's just having her made me feel good. Sometimes it feels that it'll be impossible to ever get over her and those memories I've made with her, and sometimes it feels that I've forgotten everything and will never look back. But the latter is certainly not true. No matter how our experience was with certain somebody, but if we were at one time really connected with them and really cared for them, then there will be times when you can't think of anything else but them and everywhere you look at, every song you listen to will remind you of them. And during that transient phase, you'll be thankful for God for giving you those moments with that somebody, albeit you couldn't be with them for long. Don't beat yourself up for reminiscing, that's what it takes to rejuvenate the soul.